diffidence
n.
c.1400, from Latin diffidentia "mistrust, distrust, want of confidence," from diffidere "to mistrust, lack confidence," from dis- "away" (see dis-) + fidere "to trust" (see faith). Modern sense is of "distrusting oneself" (1650s). The original sense was the opposite of confidence.
〔蒋〕[dif-否定,不,fid信任,-ence名词后缀;’不信任自己”] 不自信缺乏自信